30 January 2010

My life as a Form 4 student

Hey there! This week, I have LOTS of things to do. First, I have to to my homeworks. If its not many i don't care but hey, first class, the teachers expect us to be like a machine or what? Tons of homeworks that need to be done by next week. It is such a burden. Then, I had to take care of my pets! Man, that's horrible. I love my pets but can't my family help me taking care of them?. It's like everything my pets had done I need to clean them up. That's so f**king tired! After that, I have to take care of my beloved boyfriend, but hey, that wasn't much of a burden. Then, when I want to go out with my girls in the evening, my mum was mad at me. I was like what? I need to get some rest after all those thinking! My brain HURTS you know? I need to exercise and maintain my health too. If I were sick can I study? NO right? Then please give me sometime to rest and I don't want to do my homework every minute and second! Aaaaaarrrggghhh!! That was so stressful! All I do at home is STUDY, STUDY, STUDY and more STUDY! I was like WTF! I need some rest laa mother! I have been a lot of thinking with all those studies! I also rarely online because my BROTHER wants to play the computer. How am I supposed to rest? when my mother is watching the TV and my brother is playing the computer. What else can I do? The playstation2 is broken and that's the only entertainment that I have. All I can do now is just study like a stupid NERD! Oh, I wish I could get away from all this fucking things! I want to move to MRSM. Please god! Give me a chance to survive by myself! Pray for me that i'll get MRSM. Aminn.. That's all I can write for today. I feel a LITTLE bit relieve. :-(

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