How's and Why's

I hate it when you said something and you don't mean it. You're just a liar with lots of sweet talk. It makes my heart crumble and broke into million pieces. You never thought of anybody else. now, my life is just ashes that can only be swept away and never to return."I want to hug you and I don't want to get loose ever" and "I don't want us to break for the second time", those words are just fake. You make me cry every single day and night. My apatite was taken away. When I looked at the foods, I remember the times we were together. I want to do my homeworks, but I can't. I will remember the time when we always message and said "I love you". I want to online and chat with my friends, but I will remember those messages you gave and your profile. I want to be happy and cheerful everyday, but my memories makes me cry and sad. I don't want you to fall to other girls hands, I want you to always be mine. But that's impossible, because YOU DON'T LOVE ME ANYMORE. And I always pray that you regret on what you have done and ask me for forgiveness. I'm waiting for that day... I will be waiting for you to say that you were wrong and ask me for your forgiveness. I will try to forget about it and move on and smile every way I go although I'm hurting inside and cry. Those words you said, I will NEVER forget them. I made you promise to me.I hope you don't forget that promise. If you broke that promise ALLAH will PUNISH you and also, I made a promise to myself I will wait for you until SPM is over. I'm sorry. I know that you said "don't wait for me" but that was too late. I already make myself promise before that. I really wish you would say that earlier. Nevermind. I will try to make myself useful. :)

*p/s: have a good life and goodluck on your SPM. ;(