Sadness came upon me..

Hey,

its been a long time, that I wrote this blog. Oh, I really wished that I could turn back time, to the time I was so HAPPY and caring. But all of it just fly away. Seriously, I didn't think that I would still be crying although it has been 1 month. I still cried a little. and I'm really scared that he would fall to other girls hand. OMG! I wish I could take care of him now. This makes me miss him a lot. :'( I really don't know what to do. I've tried making myself busy as possible. But it just reminds me of him. Everyday and night I kept remembering those memories. They were so PRECIOUS to me. I really can't forget them. It was my birthday when we first met. Awwww... And also, I always sleep with the teddy bear you gave me and that bracelet. I kept wearing it every minute. (I think you saw it too) :) I know, you hate me a little. But can't we be FRIENDS? Is it hard?. I can't live like this. I don't want war, I just want peace. Seriously, my LIFE had been WORST these few days. I always remember all the things we've done together. I don't know if you'd still remember it or not. Oh mann... I'm wanna cry again. Please stop crying alya. He's not yours anymore.He's free now. :'(

THOSE DAYS WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER JUST YOU AND ME, I WILL NEVER FORGET THEM.. THEY'RE MY SPECIAL MEMORIES EVER IN MY LIFE.. THANKS FOR MAKING MY LIFE GREAT BACK THEN.. IT WAS FUN BEING WITH YOU AND AROUND YOU.. I WON'T FORGET YOU.. I PROMISE...

*p/s: i MISS you.. :'(