I'm being so bad mood these few days. I meant that, there's this guy who once known me and like me but suddenly he hated me with no particular reasons! He said he really hated me. I was like what?!?!? I'm the one who was supposed to hate you. Not you hate me! Urggghhh!! I didn't even touch you anymore! and also i didn't have any conversation with you! Why must you be so unfair and hate me so much? I was just trying to be nice. Trying to be a nice friends. You know what, I know your secrets and i can just spread it through school. But I don't want to. It's private. So, I just keep my mouth shut. And also, why do you said that I have complot with this young girl. Hey! I have known that girl and her friends since January and they're like my little sisters! They always says "hi!" and everything. And then you said that I was being busybody?! SORRY!! I've known them before you do! I don't give a damn what you said. I was being nice to you, and this is what I get? You're HORRIBLE! OMG! I never knew you have this unmatured behaviour in you! You made a promise to me, and then, you trying to tackle this other girl?! You're so selfish! Don't you remember that PROMISE anymore? SO, you think you don't give a damn about that PROMISE? Since you think like that, I thought that you might wanna consider it, because if you do break that promise, YOU are so in a BIG TROUBLE. I might not do anything. But GOD will punish you.maybe it's your SPM or maybe it's you with that person you like. Or just maybe, you will be misreable the WHOLE LIFE! and just maybe, you'll be REJECTED by that person or something will happend. Seriously, I'm not kidding because that's GOD's will. I'm just praying that you would never break that promise. So, remember that!! I already did my job. I just want to be friends, but you treat me like this. I really think that you were nice and kind. But I was WRONG. Maybe, its me that turned you into a MONSTER. Before this, you never like any other girl, and I was the first. Maybe I didn't treat you well enough and doesn't take care of you good enough. That's why you became a MONSTER now. I really regret accepting you. Oh, I really wished we could be FRIENDS. I think, you are worse than the MONSTER!. I really thought i found my prince charming, but NO, It's not you. And I really hope that my prince charming is far better than you are N. And I hope that you realize who asked you to make over. and who asked you to dress smart and cute. I hope you remember who loved you the most for your first time couple. But you're being rude now. You are so much more rude than anybody else. Where is that kind-hearted boy that I once knew and loved? Where has that cute and caring little guy went? Who are you now? You are totally different now. It wasn't the same as before. "Anybody can change to the worst easily but changing to the positive is the hardest" that's true. You'll never know how much my heart hurts. You'll never know what I really wanted to do to you. My life sucks for now though. It was a mess. I'm trying to fixed it as soon as possible. And I think from now and onwards I really can forget you COMPLETELY and ignore you. You're such a liar. I'm the one who was supposed to hate you. Fullstop.
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