Am I being so arrogant to you?

Hey there, I just wanna ask, Am I arrogant? I mean that I'm a busy person, so, I don't have enough time for any other not important things at all. Its like my schedule is so full and packed. With those home works and stuff. Its making me dizzy. Sorry if I ignore you S. I'm sorry. Actually I don't even know if i like you anymore or not. The thing is now, I'm really into my studies and I really don't want to effect your SPM this end of the year. I want to see your results the best. ;) I want you to be success in your life. I really don't want to give you any hope because I'm scared of the circumstances that might happen. That's why I'm like this. By the way, I'm really busy with school and those other stuff as I said before. I hope you understand especially my family state right now. I really wanna make my family proud of my SPM next year. That's why I need to study from now on.

p/s : I'm really sorry S. I hope you forgive me.

Thanks for the time, YOU.  :-*