29 October 2010

Awkward & embarrassing days


Today was great because I meet him, spend time with him and went jogging with wanie. But, something bad happened. Gosh, I'm so embarrass with myself. with my attitude. with my duty for him. Gosh, I really thought that I'm the best. But I think after his mum sees me just now, she must be really disappointed with me. Oh dear oh my, I feel like crying now. Remembering those thing I've did. You must be wondering what I've done but that thing is so embarrassing to wrote it here. I'm ashamed of myself. Just so ashamed. I wished that I would make a plastic surgery with my face. But hell, there's no way. I don't care how people judge me, that's me. Accept me for who I am and judge me all you want that's me. If anyone cares to ask. Go ahead. Maybe I will tell you. See ya.

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