There's just something I need to confess

Hey there ! I don't know why I'm such in a mix and confused mood. Oh gosh, it's like I'm in a bad mood but at the same time I'm in a good mood and sometimes I felt like crying. Seriously I don't want this kinda feeling. I hate ittt! Oh and I really missed him. seriously. It's like not seeing someone for a year. I just want and I need him right now. Yeah, I really need him right now. I want him beside me right now. God, I hate this feeling. I know there's someone out there who want him to be theirs because he's so nice and lovely and seriously, he's just so loveable and attactive to the other gender.And that's just my rival. Oh God, I'm scared that I'll lose him. I just wished I won't :'(