Hurting me

     Hey there blogger. I don't know what to wrote actually. Oh yeah, I don't why but I cried a lot lately. It's like those tears just come out of now where. I think that my heart is hurt, by something that I didn't know. Seriously, it's killing me so badly. Crying after my prayer. Crying when something went wrong. Crying like a little baby. I don't know if I could endure this pain that's hurting me so much.

     My hearts tells me there's something fishy and that surprise of his is something no good at all. He will tell that so called 'surprise' when his SPM is over. Gosh can't wait for it. Faster time faster! He said that it was a bad news but a good news for me. I was like WHAT? All bad news for him is a horrible news for me. This surprise keeps me thinking about it. What's it's gonna be? What will happen that day?  I'm gonna find out when he finished his SPM. hope it's something good.