Interviews

Hey there, I just thought of updating this blog since I'm going to further study. Talking about interviews, damn I didn't do well for my interview with MARA. I came late that day about 15 minutes after the interview was started. I walked into the room and there they are discussing & debating. I rarely speak in that discussion. You wanna know why? I was so nervous! I just gave them like 2 points and nothing else. I didn't talked much. So that's a bad thing for sure. My heart starts to race when the interviewers start asking me question. I answered their question with 'aaaa' 'emm', man that sucks. I was really angry at myself now. Because I know that I can do better than that. 12th May was a horrible day for me. Lack of confidence in myself makes me nervous and blank a little while back there. If and only if I can turn back time, I would have done better and answered everything confidently. How am I supposed to study abroad? How Alya? If you have no confidence in yourself then how would you show those people that you're capable of being an excellent student abroad? In the interview, they want to see whether you're confident and have faith in yourself. So stop dreaming and build your confidence now Alya. there is no way that any sponsor would accept you if you didn't have confidence in yourself. Now, I hear myself crying inside my heart. I just prayed to Allah and hope Allah will hear my prayers so that MARA will accept me to sponsor me for my further studies. Nothing can be done now, just 'tawakal' and I guess Allah will give me what's the best for me. Aminn.