Just too much love

Oh god, I don't know why I'm just into him. This is so out of my mind. Thinking about him most of the time? I really need to get through with it. I mean, what if he goes to plkn by the starting of next year? It's going to be a havoc for me! Just so you can see, I love him way too much I guess. By the way, I won't let go of him. Not for now. Nope. I just wanna hold on tight to him. Really really tight and I'm really scared if he would let go of me just like my past loves. Please, don't you forget me in your life. I will always remember you no matter what happens. :(